"The Phaeacian sailors deposited the sleeping Odysseus on the shore of Ithiaca, his homeland, to reach which he had struggled for twenty years of unspeakable suffering. He stirred and woke from sleep in the land of his fathers, but he knew not his whereabouts. Ithaca showed to him an unaccustomed face; he did not recognize the pathways stretching into the distance, the quiet bays, the crags and precipices. He rose to his feet and stood staring at what was his own land, crying mournfully: “Alas! And now where on earth am I? What do I here myself?” -Homer The Odyssey
"Be srong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord" Psalm 31:24
Last Sunday the PT department had a party at our supervisor's house. Since most of the students live near me, we all walked together to the compound. On walking back one of my students turned and asked me- "Dr. Jayme, what will your family think of you when you go home? You know that you've changed-your accent has changed!" And while I had to explain that the reason my accent is different is because I change it when I'm around them-that I can speak regular "white man talk" when I'm around other Westerners. But he did raise a question that I've been struggling with these past few months. Re-entering.... in what ways have I changed that is so subtle I haven't even noticed it? In what ways has the States changed since I've been gone so that the 'home' I think I'm returning to is different to the effect that it may no longer feel like 'my home culture'? I started thinking that I too would feel like Odysseus-looking around my home culture and nothing looking familiar...
I started really freaking out about how I would re-enter the States in June. I've done traveling PT and missionary work in Cameroon together for 4 years. I'm not just adjusting to coming back to the States-I'm going to adjust to actually renting out a place for longer than 3 months, moving officially from Sioux Falls to Oregon, getting a job that I want to keep for more than the regular 3 months of a traveling PT job, making big steps and commitments. The thought of going back seemed more daunting than the initial though of leaving for Cameroon. In Cameroon I knew that this would most likely be for a set period of time, I knew who I was going to be working with, I knew where I was going and what approximately to expect. Going back to the States- I'm stepping into the unknown-uncharted territory for me-and it seemed so scary.
I realized that I had to think of returning as entering another culture-not to have certain expectations of what people think or how things work. That it's ok to be frustrated or unsure within my own culture-I've adjusted to Africa-I can adjust back to the States. I was focusing on the storm, the bumps and scary turns in the road. I had forgotten to trust in God- to focus on the light that brings rainbows through the rain of the storms, that shows me the right way to turn in the bumpy road I will soon be traveling.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Easter Sunday
'For God who said, "Let light shine out of darkness," made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.' 2 Corinthians 4:6

I'm a reflective person...I love going through my journal and seeing what joys and challenges were going through my life last year and how that's changed from where I am now. Last year at Easter I felt defeated/frustrated as my VISA was taking way longer than expected and surrounded by death with the passing away of both grandpas. Our family felt so emotionally drained and exhausted. Through that darkness, the light and grace from the cross shone through and gave comfort despite the heartache and pain.
I can't help but get emotional as I think of where my family and I were last year and the blessings of this year. After struggling with actually getting to Cameroon- I'm here. After my sister and brother-in-law's struggle with a miscarriage, I am now able to see pictures and Skype with my beautiful baby niece. Through the darkness, there is now light. God is good. Christ has risen and is our light in times of darkness.
I woke up (or I should say I was woken up) this morning a little before 5 AM to the African drums and shouts of praise celebrating Easter. Each Easter, Christians from the churches gather together as they march, dance and sing their way up Mbingo hill. I quick put my African dress and head tie on and joined them in the darkness as we trekked our way up the hill. What an amazing experience singing praises and dancing to God in the darkness as light began to fill the mountains behind. What once was dark is now made light through Christ.
I'm a reflective person...I love going through my journal and seeing what joys and challenges were going through my life last year and how that's changed from where I am now. Last year at Easter I felt defeated/frustrated as my VISA was taking way longer than expected and surrounded by death with the passing away of both grandpas. Our family felt so emotionally drained and exhausted. Through that darkness, the light and grace from the cross shone through and gave comfort despite the heartache and pain.
I can't help but get emotional as I think of where my family and I were last year and the blessings of this year. After struggling with actually getting to Cameroon- I'm here. After my sister and brother-in-law's struggle with a miscarriage, I am now able to see pictures and Skype with my beautiful baby niece. Through the darkness, there is now light. God is good. Christ has risen and is our light in times of darkness.
I woke up (or I should say I was woken up) this morning a little before 5 AM to the African drums and shouts of praise celebrating Easter. Each Easter, Christians from the churches gather together as they march, dance and sing their way up Mbingo hill. I quick put my African dress and head tie on and joined them in the darkness as we trekked our way up the hill. What an amazing experience singing praises and dancing to God in the darkness as light began to fill the mountains behind. What once was dark is now made light through Christ.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Youth Day

Once again I am behind in blogging. It's not that I don't like to write and tell everyone what's going on in Africa. It's just that during this time in my life here, I feel so overwhelmed and at times culturally tired. When I have the option to write and reflect more about my life here or read a book that relaxes me and gives me rest-I go for the second option.
February 11th is known as Youth Day in Cameroon. It celebrates Cameroon officially becoming a country. They give the day to the youth because the future of the country is in the youth's hands. They have parades, traditional dances, soccer games and other gatherings.
Good article
A friend sent me an excellent article written by an atheist as to why Africa needs Jesus.
As an Atheist, I Truly Believe Africa Needs God
(Interesting article from the London Times,
written by Matthew Parris,
December 27, 2008)
Missionaries, not aid money, are the solution to Africa's biggest problem - the crushing passivity of the people's mindset.
Before Christmas I returned, after 45 years, to the country that as a boy I knew as Nyasaland. Today it is Malawi, and The Times Christmas Appeal includes a small British charity working there. Pump Aid helps rural communities to install a simple pump, letting people keep their village wells sealed and clean. I went to see this work.
It inspired me, renewing my flagging faith in development charities. But traveling in Malawi refreshed another belief, too: one I've been trying to banish all my life, but an observation I've been unable to avoid since my African childhood. It confounds my ideological beliefs, stubbornly refuses to fit my world view, and has embarrassed my growing belief that there is no God.
Now a confirmed atheist, I've become convinced of the enormous contribution that Christian evangelism makes in Africa: sharply distinct from the work of secular NGOs, government projects and international aid efforts. These alone will not do. Education and training alone will not do. In Africa Christianity changes people's hearts. It brings a spiritual transformation. The rebirth is real. The change is good.
I used to avoid this truth by applauding - as you can - the practical work of mission churches in Africa. It's a pity, I would say, that salvation is part of the package, but Christians black and white, working in Africa, do heal the sick, do teach people to read and write; and only the severest kind of secularist could see a mission hospital or school and say the world would be better without it. I would allow that if faith was needed to motivate missionaries to help, then, fine: but what counted was the help, not the faith.
But this doesn't fit the facts. Faith does more than support the missionary; it is also transferred to his flock. This is the effect that matters so immensely, and which I cannot help observing.
First, then, the observation. We had friends who were missionaries, and as a child I stayed often with them; I also stayed, alone with my little brother, in a traditional rural African village. In the city we had working for us Africans who had converted and were strong believers. The Christians were always different. Far from having cowed or confined its converts, their faith appeared to have liberated and relaxed them. There was a liveliness, a curiosity, an encouragement with the world - a directness in their dealings with others - that seemed to be missing in traditional African life. They stood tall.
At 24, traveling by land across the continent reinforced this impression. From Algiers to Niger, Nigeria, Cameroon and the Central African Republic, then right through the Congo to Rwanda, Tanzania and Kenya, four student friends and I drove our old Land Rover to Nairobi. We slept under the stars, so it was important as we reached the more populated and lawless parts of the sub-Sahara that every day we find somewhere safe by nightfall. Often near a mission.
Whenever we entered a territory worked by missionaries, we had to acknowledge that something changed in the faces of the people we passed and spoke to: something in their eyes, the way they approached you direct, man-to-man, without looking down or away. They had not become more deferential towards strangers - in some ways less so - but more open.
This time in Malawi it was the same. I met no missionaries. You do not encounter missionaries in the lobbies of expensive hotels discussing development strategy documents, as you do with the big NGOs. But instead I noticed that a handful of the most impressive African members of the Pump Aid team (largely from Zimbabwe) were, privately, strong Christians. "Privately" because the charity is entirely secular and I never heard any of its team so much as mention religion while working in the villages. But I picked up the Christian references in our conversations. One, I saw, was studying a devotional textbook in the car. One, on Sunday, went off to church at dawn for a two-hour service.
It would suit me to believe that their honesty, diligence and optimism in their work was unconnected with personal faith. Their work was secular, but surely affected by what they were. What they were was, in turn, influenced by a conception of man's place in the Universe that Christianity had taught.
There's long been a fashion among Western academic sociologists for placing tribal value systems within a ring fence, beyond critiques founded in our own culture: "theirs" and therefore best for "them"; authentic and of intrinsically equal worth to ours.
I don't follow this. I observe that tribal belief is no more peaceable than ours; and that it suppresses individuality. People think collectively; first in terms of the community, extended family and tribe. This rural-traditional mindset feeds into the "big man" and gangster politics of the African city: the exaggerated respect for a swaggering leader, and the (literal) inability to understand the whole idea of loyal opposition.
Anxiety - fear of evil spirits, of ancestors, of nature and the world, of a tribal hierarchy, of quite everyday things - strikes deep into the whole structure of rural African thought. Every man has his place and, call it fear or respect, a great weight grinds down the individual spirit, stunting curiosity. People won't take the initiative, won't take things into their own hands or on their own shoulders.
How can I, as someone with a foot in both camps, explain? When the philosophical tourist moves from one world view to another he finds - at the very moment of passing into the new - that he loses the language to describe the landscape to the old. But let me try an example: the answer given by Sir Edmund Hillary to the question: Why climb the mountain? "Because it's there," he said.
To the rural African mind, this is an explanation of why one would not climb the mountain. It's ... well, there. Just there. Why interfere? Nothing to be done about it, or with it. Hillary's further explanation - that nobody else had climbed it - would stand as a second reason for passivity.
Christianity, post-Reformation and post-Luther, with its teaching of a direct, personal, two-way link between the individual and God, unmediated by the collective, and unsubordinate to any other human being, smashes straight through the philosophical / spiritual framework I've just described. It offers something to hold on to to those anxious to cast off a crushing tribal groupthink. That is why and how it liberates.
Those who want Africa to walk tall amid 21st-century global competition must not kid themselves that providing the material means or even the know-how that accompanies what we call development will make the change. A whole belief system must first be supplanted.
And I'm afraid it has to be supplanted by another. Removing Christian evangelism from the African equation may leave the continent at the mercy of a malign fusion of Nike, the witch doctor, the mobile phone and the machete.
As an Atheist, I Truly Believe Africa Needs God
(Interesting article from the London Times,
written by Matthew Parris,
December 27, 2008)
Missionaries, not aid money, are the solution to Africa's biggest problem - the crushing passivity of the people's mindset.
Before Christmas I returned, after 45 years, to the country that as a boy I knew as Nyasaland. Today it is Malawi, and The Times Christmas Appeal includes a small British charity working there. Pump Aid helps rural communities to install a simple pump, letting people keep their village wells sealed and clean. I went to see this work.
It inspired me, renewing my flagging faith in development charities. But traveling in Malawi refreshed another belief, too: one I've been trying to banish all my life, but an observation I've been unable to avoid since my African childhood. It confounds my ideological beliefs, stubbornly refuses to fit my world view, and has embarrassed my growing belief that there is no God.
Now a confirmed atheist, I've become convinced of the enormous contribution that Christian evangelism makes in Africa: sharply distinct from the work of secular NGOs, government projects and international aid efforts. These alone will not do. Education and training alone will not do. In Africa Christianity changes people's hearts. It brings a spiritual transformation. The rebirth is real. The change is good.
I used to avoid this truth by applauding - as you can - the practical work of mission churches in Africa. It's a pity, I would say, that salvation is part of the package, but Christians black and white, working in Africa, do heal the sick, do teach people to read and write; and only the severest kind of secularist could see a mission hospital or school and say the world would be better without it. I would allow that if faith was needed to motivate missionaries to help, then, fine: but what counted was the help, not the faith.
But this doesn't fit the facts. Faith does more than support the missionary; it is also transferred to his flock. This is the effect that matters so immensely, and which I cannot help observing.
First, then, the observation. We had friends who were missionaries, and as a child I stayed often with them; I also stayed, alone with my little brother, in a traditional rural African village. In the city we had working for us Africans who had converted and were strong believers. The Christians were always different. Far from having cowed or confined its converts, their faith appeared to have liberated and relaxed them. There was a liveliness, a curiosity, an encouragement with the world - a directness in their dealings with others - that seemed to be missing in traditional African life. They stood tall.
At 24, traveling by land across the continent reinforced this impression. From Algiers to Niger, Nigeria, Cameroon and the Central African Republic, then right through the Congo to Rwanda, Tanzania and Kenya, four student friends and I drove our old Land Rover to Nairobi. We slept under the stars, so it was important as we reached the more populated and lawless parts of the sub-Sahara that every day we find somewhere safe by nightfall. Often near a mission.
Whenever we entered a territory worked by missionaries, we had to acknowledge that something changed in the faces of the people we passed and spoke to: something in their eyes, the way they approached you direct, man-to-man, without looking down or away. They had not become more deferential towards strangers - in some ways less so - but more open.
This time in Malawi it was the same. I met no missionaries. You do not encounter missionaries in the lobbies of expensive hotels discussing development strategy documents, as you do with the big NGOs. But instead I noticed that a handful of the most impressive African members of the Pump Aid team (largely from Zimbabwe) were, privately, strong Christians. "Privately" because the charity is entirely secular and I never heard any of its team so much as mention religion while working in the villages. But I picked up the Christian references in our conversations. One, I saw, was studying a devotional textbook in the car. One, on Sunday, went off to church at dawn for a two-hour service.
It would suit me to believe that their honesty, diligence and optimism in their work was unconnected with personal faith. Their work was secular, but surely affected by what they were. What they were was, in turn, influenced by a conception of man's place in the Universe that Christianity had taught.
There's long been a fashion among Western academic sociologists for placing tribal value systems within a ring fence, beyond critiques founded in our own culture: "theirs" and therefore best for "them"; authentic and of intrinsically equal worth to ours.
I don't follow this. I observe that tribal belief is no more peaceable than ours; and that it suppresses individuality. People think collectively; first in terms of the community, extended family and tribe. This rural-traditional mindset feeds into the "big man" and gangster politics of the African city: the exaggerated respect for a swaggering leader, and the (literal) inability to understand the whole idea of loyal opposition.
Anxiety - fear of evil spirits, of ancestors, of nature and the world, of a tribal hierarchy, of quite everyday things - strikes deep into the whole structure of rural African thought. Every man has his place and, call it fear or respect, a great weight grinds down the individual spirit, stunting curiosity. People won't take the initiative, won't take things into their own hands or on their own shoulders.
How can I, as someone with a foot in both camps, explain? When the philosophical tourist moves from one world view to another he finds - at the very moment of passing into the new - that he loses the language to describe the landscape to the old. But let me try an example: the answer given by Sir Edmund Hillary to the question: Why climb the mountain? "Because it's there," he said.
To the rural African mind, this is an explanation of why one would not climb the mountain. It's ... well, there. Just there. Why interfere? Nothing to be done about it, or with it. Hillary's further explanation - that nobody else had climbed it - would stand as a second reason for passivity.
Christianity, post-Reformation and post-Luther, with its teaching of a direct, personal, two-way link between the individual and God, unmediated by the collective, and unsubordinate to any other human being, smashes straight through the philosophical / spiritual framework I've just described. It offers something to hold on to to those anxious to cast off a crushing tribal groupthink. That is why and how it liberates.
Those who want Africa to walk tall amid 21st-century global competition must not kid themselves that providing the material means or even the know-how that accompanies what we call development will make the change. A whole belief system must first be supplanted.
And I'm afraid it has to be supplanted by another. Removing Christian evangelism from the African equation may leave the continent at the mercy of a malign fusion of Nike, the witch doctor, the mobile phone and the machete.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
PT Anual Conference

A week ago today, I finally arrived in Mbingo after my 2 weeks stint in Mutegene and Douala. I had about 4 or 5 days and then half of the PT staff traveled to Banso to have our anual PT conference. The meeting only lasted 2 days, but it was good to see people and catch up together. We announced that we will be starting to develop PT centers in Bamenda (Nkwen) and Kumba. Our new students that will graduate this August will be put to good use.
I also taught on chest PT and how to perform a neurological evaluation on a patient. Above is a picture of all who attended this year's conference.
Catching up...

With vacation and traveling to different places every 3 or 4 days, I've been pretty bad about keeping up with all the events going on in Cameroon. When I came back from vacation, I decided to stay in the Douala area and do 2 supervisory visits to Mutegene and Mboppit Baptist hosptial that have PT staff there. These PTs have many patients with very little space to treat them in. We would see all of the patients together and go over treatments, evaluation tests, and go over back evaluation/exercises.
One of the things I did in Douala besides work at Mboppi was do a 4 day seminar to a physical therapy class at one of the universities. I was pretty nervous beforehand because I had no idea what to expect, Douala is in the French speaking part and I had no idea if they would even understand me, and communication was not the best beforehand and I didn't know where I was staying or how the program would go. Needless to say, God was with me the whole time and it went so much better than how I thought it would go. I did morning classes with just the PT students and focused on rehabilitation for children, especially children with Cerebral Palsy. I also did evening classes that were open to everyone that focused on basic things like transfers, bed sores, and what PT exactly is. The picture above is of the PT students at the university and me during a break in lecture.
A 'Thank you' shout of to the Oak Hills VBS kids

Last July the Oak Hills VBS kids raised money for bandages and braces for the physical therapy department in the Cameroon Baptist Convention. When my mom went to purchase the items needed, the guy at Lewis gave her a huge discount-many of the items were purchased at 70% off or more! I couldn't believe it when I came to South Dakota for vacation and found 3 or 4 big boxes full of bandages and braces! When I went back to Cameroon, I tried to stuff as many as the weight allowance would hold into my luggage. I told the Cameroonian staff that I wanted to take of picture of them enjoying the braces to which they decided they should put as many on themselves and have me take a picture :) It reminds me of the story when Jesus fed the 5,000 people with 5 loaves and 2 fish. We are all soooo grateful for these braces and bandages- there were many things we were running low on and patients were in great need of them. THANK YOU!!!!!
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